I think my life is quite ironic... Though I have taken part in numerous school sport competitions and performed on stage and stuff, I still haven't liked being in the faintest limelight and have never liked 'basking' in the attention. So I actually quite look up to those who can 'handle' being showered with attention. Hahaha. But well, I guess that's something innate which I can't and don't have to change cos that's what makes me, me.

So that's why since I was young, I have always dreamt of playing the piano in a little corner of a ballroom with people dancing to my music and not bothering about what I am doing. Hence the irony: I like to perform but I don't like the attention.

Very -_- right... hahaha.

Anyway, on my way home today, I was just thinking... This year has almost come to an end. It seems like it has passed in a flash doesn't it? So what makes us think that 50 years is long? It only takes 50 of such flashes before it's gone. And it's been said the rate of time (Ok the phrase "rate of time" is not factually correct since time is constant) increases proportionally with your age. So I have decided not to waste time trying to fulfill someone else's calling instead of mine cos that's not what I'm meant to do in this lifetime.